Why does this happen to me? What is his fault that he enjoyed with his friends? Isn’t that what I always tell him to do? Then why do I make him feel guilty about it? Why am I forcing my frustration and isolation on him? Why do my rejections come in way of his achievements?
He is trying to work very hard at balancing his social and academic life. I should be very happy! Then why this selfishness? What is happening to me? I used to be so open minded and lovable. Why have I changed so drastically and so quickly?
Now he sits, loosing all enthusiasm over his new ventures, wondering what wrong did he commit? How cud things be made better? Trying to find a void answer. My sweetheart is going to explore a mirage to make me happy! A mirage because there is no sane thing that is joyous!
